Trans beauty queen and online personality Lars Pacheco has officially confirmed her breakup with longtime partner Clyde Vivas in a public statement released on Wednesday, August 20.
Based on the video posted on her social media, Pacheco described her relationship with Vivas as a “beautiful seven years.” However, she revealed that she could no longer continue the relationship after admitting to cheating three times with different men.
In a separate video, Pacheco opened up about the circumstances surrounding the infidelities, citing her emotional disconnection and a longing to feel seen and valued.
The first incident occurred in Makati after a night of heavy drinking, where she woke up next to a Taiwanese man, an encounter she admitted she chose.
The second involved an emotional connection with a man she met out of town, with whom she exchanged simple messages for a month, eventually realizing she was falling for him despite minimal contact.
The third one happened after Vivas dropped her off at the meeting location. She met with another man, from Portugal, and cheated again.
“Those cheating that I did, I wouldn’t say it’s an accident. I choose to do it, and that’s the reason I want to end it all,” She said as those moments made her realize she no longer truly loved Vivas. “I couldn’t stand to be with Clyde, knowing that I had feelings for others.”
While taking full accountability, Pacheco expressed confusion and regret. She also expressed wanting to end the rumors by telling the truth herself.
“Yung love na binigay niya sakin, hindi ko alam kung may makakapagpabigay pa sakin, pero di ko na kasi kayang suklian yung love na handa niyang ibigay sakin. Ayoko na kasing maging unfair sa kaniya,” she said, admitting that staying in the relationship would only cause more harm.
“Wala akong maibibigay kasi it’s all empty, hindi ko alam kung fall out of love, hindi ko alam,” she continued, telling that she didn’t know what happened to her.
“I hope na sana mapatawad ako ni Clyde, and sana mapatawad din ako ng sarili ko,” Pacheco expressed.
